Rysharde

Your Birthdate: April 9

For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over.In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with.You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending! Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month. Thursday, March 22, 2007 Rysharde I have been seeing this guy long distance for almost a year and what makes it so bad is that he stays next door to my momma. He use to be the sweetest thing in the world. He is raising a son alone and I thought that was the sweetest thing in the world. He use to always tell me how beautiful I was. But since he got the ass he has been acting a fool. He has gotten another girl pregnant and I heard they are moving in together. He said it isn't true but who am going to believe him or my momma who is his mother's best friend. He has a temper and goes off at the drop of a hat but he feel bad and seems so true when he says he is sorry it can melt your. He has theses sexy eyes that make you want to take the just believe that he is really in to you. But I'm at my limit if I here one more thing it is over and that is the truth. Monday, December 18, 2006 Military Hoe I remember when I was in the Navy I was soooo wild. I have the craziest stories like I remember once me and my friend Glover (we all went by our last names) any way we decided to get rooms at a local hotel. It was funny because I was in a relationship with a wonderful guy. and when your young peer pressure is a bitch. Anyway we just wanted to get away from the base for the weekend so me and Glover decided to get adjoining rooms I don't know what the hell I was thinking. so we decided to met our other friends for dinner at the Olive Garden. When we got there we saw a guy that Glover had been with and he had this cute friend who had been trying to hook up with me. She went over and talked to them for a while as me and our two other friends finished our dinner. We decided to take a Limo back to the hotel( you can tell we didn't know what to do with our money) and when we got there I saw her friends car. I said" Glover ain't that old boys car" she said "lets go upstairs I need to tell you something to tell you" so we said goodbye to our other friends and got on the elevator. On the way up she told me that she had told old boy that we were staying there. I step off the elevator and they were sitting in front of her door. I also noticed that they had bags in there hands. They said that they wanted to play cards and they got something to drink. I knew that it wasn't going to end well because I didn't know how to hold my liquor back then. We started playing the black mans favorite game Spades. I knew that his friend Stacy liked me but I had a man, but he was cute as fuck and had green eyes first time I ever saw that on a black man, he had tried talking to me a dozen times and I had not had sex since I joined the military. Moving on they said that they would fix us a drink and we could go get out of the clothes we were in I told Glover to come with me to my room. She grabbed her PJ and came with me. She said that Stacy really wanted to hook up with me and that I should give him a try. I reminded her of Devante but she said that he would not find out. Let me tell you at 18 that sounded like a winner. I told her I would think about it. When we got back to the room we started playing spades and I remember us winning about 3 games. I also remember as much as I put my cup to my mouth it never seem to get empty. Well it was getting to be about 4am and I told them I would see them later. I was feeling drunk from one cup and I needed to go to sleep. Stacy said he would walk me to my room I forgot all about the adjoining door so I said okay we got to my door and he asked why I was playing him I told him about my boyfriend. He asked if he was taking care of business I told him that we were waiting for the right time. He said that nigga is a punk he should at least be licking it for you and the liquor was telling me to let him in but i said I would see him late. He kissed me so passionately that I thought I was going to have an orgasm in the hall. I found some willpower and open my door and told him goodnight. I was in my room wishing he would come back and knock on my door. So I went to take a shower. I started to sober up. I walked out of the shower and guess who is sitting on my bed. It was Glover she said that she wanted to get a piece and could I keep Stacy in there with me for a few hours. I wanted to say no but the hoe in me said sure. He came in and said he was sorry that he was keeping me up I said I was going to watch Tv anyway. All I could think about was Glover saying that DeVante would not find out. I said to myself it has been so long and he was so fine. How Do you play that off ladies? I had shot him down a dozen times and now my drunk horny ass wanted to see what he could do. So this is how it went I said you can lay in the bed if you want. He just smiled and then it was on. that man did things to me I had never ever ever had done by the country boys in Arkansas growing up. He stayed in my room the next night to shit I thought I was in Love I said I need to leave Devante along and marry Stacy. 18 is such a dumb age I don't know how I made it to 20 ( 19 was dumb to) any way on Sunday I was walking him to the door and something told me to stop him. So when I walked behind him in to the hall way to say goodbye he gave me one of the long kisses that make you weak. When he was do I looked up and who is standing in the hall of the same hotel but Mr. DeVante. He was picking up his homeboy who's room was directly across from mine..........Boy like is funny sometimes. Sunday, December 17, 2006 Back again I haven't been on here in awhile but let me give you a few updates. I now work at Virgin Mobil I know how many feel about them but hey they pay the bills. I have a new friend I have stop seeing that loser Paul but I will miss onething about him. I have been seeing this new guy for about seven months he has his own issues but who doesn't right. His name is RaShad. He is so sweet. He is a single dad who is raising a son on his own which I think is so special. He says some of the nices things. He calls me sometime to say he was thinking of me. Or he will text me to say have a nice day. I don't know how long that will last but we will see. I'm still in Texas but I don't know how long that will last I have that itch and I can't stay in one spot. I need to stay my but in one spot and finish school. My ex said that if I send my kids to my moms and go to school full time he would pay for it but I can't get his ass to pay a light bill so that is a no go and he thinks I'm going to send my babies away he must be out of his damn mind. Well I know I just rambled on but I was trying to get it all in.........ttfn Saturday, November 18, 2006 Back again I have not posted in awhile but I'm going to try to post aleast onece a week. It's not like anyone reads this anyway but my sister anyway. Thursday, June 22, 2006 Love Sick Have you ever been in love with someone who didn't love you back? Well that is what i'm going thru right now. I'm sick it makes my stomach hurt to think of him. I see him and and I hold my breath, yeah i know he is not meant for me but I just can't shake him. WE have been friend's for years but we have been intimate for about 3 yrs and usually I hold my tongue about things with him but when men get too comfortable with you doing that they start to show they ass. I mean yeah he has a girlfriend but don't send the bitch to my house. He must have been high or something. but when I asked him about it he got loud with me in front of his boys, so I got loud too. And said something I didn't mean and now we are over. The best sex I ever had is over I guess it was meant to happen this way because as long as it is him who is mad I can deal with it I know he will come back. But after disrespecting me in front of my family and friends I don't think I can deal with it the drama Wednesday, May 17, 2006 THIS IS FUNNY You Are 60% Evil You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. How Evil Are You? The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything! You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. 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