Someone special

I have been looking for someone to spend the rest of my life with. True I have been married but the next time I wan to marry for love not because the condom broke and I didn't want to be just another baby mama.But me and my ex are cool we haven't been together in aver 5yrs and we will never ever get together but we can talk and be in the same room and not get in to it. I can't stand drama and he can't either so if we have problems we talk them out not asking for much he doesn't have to be LL fine but at least I would want him cute enough to go out in public with. I want him to be sweet, you know the kind to cuddle up on the couch and watch a movie with. I want him to be thankful when I cook dinner and fix him a plate so that he doesn't have to get up. I want a man who will not tell me to lay down and go to sleep after making love twice and I still want more. I want a man who can love my two kids like he was the one who planted the seed. Is that to much to ask for? A man who don't mind helping out with the bills so that we won't have to sit in the dark.I want a man who knows and feels unconditional love for me and all that I love. I don't think I have ever felt that.But when I do I will beat a sister down for mine. I love love but it seems it doesn't love me. All my sisters here have men that love them I feel like the odd man out sometimes they talk about there men I try to sound interested but real I wish they would just talk about something else. But I do believe there is someone for everyone