Love Sick

Have you ever been in love with someone who didn't love you back? Well that is what i'm going thru right now. I'm sick it makes my stomach hurt to think of him. I see him and and I hold my breath, yeah i know he is not meant for me but I just can't shake him. WE have been friend's for years but we have been intimate for about 3 yrs and usually I hold my tongue about things with him but when men get too comfortable with you doing that they start to show they ass. I mean yeah he has a girlfriend but don't send the bitch to my house. He must have been high or something. but when I asked him about it he got loud with me in front of his boys, so I got loud too. And said something I didn't mean and now we are over. The best sex I ever had is over I guess it was meant to happen this way because as long as it is him who is mad I can deal with it I know he will come back. But after disrespecting me in front of my family and friends I don't think I can deal with it the drama