Changing things up.

I feel bad. I moved to Texas about two years. But before I moved here I lived in Kansas City and I had a roommate there and before I moved here she moved to Arkansas. She wanted her twins to be near there father. Who happens to be my twin brother. Anyway before she moved I told here I was coming to Texas and told her to come with me so that me and my sister could help her raise the twins since she said that her family wouldn't. Well she went on to AR and I came on here. Well we stayed in touch and after her and her family stayed into it she called me crying and said she wancome to TX I told her that she could come on and we could get a place together. Well she moved here in Feb and we got a place together. BY June we were into it about some he said she said bullshit but in July we moved into our own place. Now I feel bad she is all the way down here with no family and we barely talk. She picks my daughter up every morning and takes her to school and picks her up and bring her home. She can be sweet as pie some times but she can be a bitch to. I'm not the type to kiss anyone's ass and I don't apologize for shit but I still care about her and I love her kids to death even if they are smart mouth bad asses. She keeps to her self and I just don't want her to think that I could care less. But when we lived together she stayed in her room and didn't talk to me but she would talk to my little 12 year old cousin and tell her little grown ass all my business. ( I can't stand grown ass kids) But that is one of the reasons we don't talk to each other. But I was thinking she has a birthday coming up I was thinking of throwing her a party at my house. But she is the type to not show up and if she did that all hell would break loose. I know my twin brother talks shit to her about me but I could care less but if I ever heard anything he said bad about me I would not have anything to do with him ever. I couldn't tell anyone that but I'm glad to get it off my chest.